i just can't get to sleep without settling my choices of courses.
ever since i got back my results, i hadn't had a goodnight sleep.
i've been thinking of what schools to go, which course i like so that when i study, it'll be long.
and i don't want to regret choosing the wrong course to study, endup i have to drop course.
by that time, i'll be really studying Private already.
results sucks, choosing of schools sucks!

2 days before, my mum told me smth.
she'd decided not to go my father's side for 'tuan yuan fan'.
that's was quite sudden. i wanted to change my mum's mind.
but how to tell my dad?
i'm always the one passing msgs in between.
now this thing...... F.

life is full of ups and downs.
but my life seems to be going all the way down.
shopping with my Cliques, buying things and being with my dearest makes me happier.
but will this happiness last long?
i miss SFs. i miss Bros. i miss Zuer.