i've thought the whole day.
seriously, i miss my clique, alot alot alot. no one, even myself, can know how much i wished to go out with them again. do things together, play bball, mahjong, shopping. i know that not everytime we can go out together, but who can organise outing every week? age difference actually cause alot of things to happen, although as i predicted, outcome is just so different.

{Aizai}
we're always close, going out shopping duetly. we do have different opinions at times, causing us to quarrel. sometimes moodswings also caused us problems. but whatever problems/difficulties i face, she'll always be there with me, sometimes telling what to do, sometimes consoling me.

{fishyhoney}
we've just meet during my sec4 life. knew her due to alot of ppl, alot of rumuors. but she's not as bad as i thought. her thinking and my thinking, sometimes, we are somehow similar. anything happens, she'll be there with my aizai, always lending me a shoulder to rest on.

{LesPartner}
understanding me, she's no.3. knowing what i need, what i wants at times. once i runaway, she ran after me, just to find my whereabout, making sure that i'm safe. we've quarrelled because she always think negatively, hope she'll think more positively.

{Brother}
she brings me joy, happiness that sometimes i couldn't find. she can make me laugh when i'm super upset, when i'm super down. her house is always open for us to watch movies! that's how we enjoy life when the 4 of us always get together.

{Dear &Love}
we never go out often nowadays. busying with their stuffs, those busy-ness, actually can't be stopped. but dear lent me her shoulders to lean on before. she lent me a listening ear before.


{SweetFamily &Brothers}
going JE library to study duting my stufy leave, you guys being there for me, accompany me study when you guys' exams are actually over, i really appreciate it alot alot. really thank you guys for all the time. going out every month to celebrate our monthsary, its a very important day to me, 090908. because that will always be the date for us to gather, going out together, do things together again.
brothers, another date, 161006. everything we've been thru is really meaningful to me.
{Others.}