today's routine:
lunched with Momy > Beeeee's house > Home.

to Dearestbaby, don't think that you are a failure alright? Just that when you treat people good consistently, once you did something wrong, they will forget what you did for good. When they cool down, then they will think back one. Just like you, so don't think so negatively. I'll be there, being your listening ear. You're not a failure to me. Just stay strong and cheer up. :D
even if you're a failure, learn from it lo. :)